party @MOS(underage)

wAhaha..tODAy...lOl tot Not going lIaox kinda scRewed up ..lucky Xiu zhen called...tHEn got ppl PEi me...HAh tHEn i called azmi & tiensheng to pei wo...

yAppx my classmAte amAnda Was tHEre too Yappx lucky got her She hElped me get the last min TICkets...Or i NEeed to buy at a higher PRice lIAox thanks.

Omg mAny ppl Was tHEre tHE nCc pEepz..Steph xueting lAlu...hmm Still got chEryl? if im not wrong...and some OTher pEeps From Ang mo kiO sec wahaha...

buTt! tHe Queue Was Dame Long!!..haha tink about 12.30am tHEn got in...HAha the Rest went home coz tHEy UNDER under age..16 with IC then can go in...yappx

OMg...im Dame High..HAha...When Siaox DAnce All the Way till mORning 5am pHEw tIRed...HAha hAve Alots oF fun...sad...MoSt of my Frenz Are NOT SPORTY eunnff...to go...

lOlx...hmmm...mAny pPl tHEre all Went Wild le...OMg i no bAlls...i Dare NOt lOok At tHe gIrls!!...coz She Was kINda hinting me tO dAnce Then i Dare not Look...I shy...i FASter TuRn awAy!...hAha So PAisey!!!...lOl mAny times...liaox guess im a shy person ba...Arhaha...

actually tot oF leaving At 3.30..HAha bUt tHe moment i wanna leave OMg mY fAv muSIc!!..haha ruSh to tHE dance fLooR...dame High in te End YEs! my RingtonE PUMP IT!!!! luv it WAHAHA!!!... hIt tat Chick IN the bOtTom!

haha..left Te place at 5am...talk awhile untill 6am tOok tHE1st train Zzz..i was drunk haha walking woBby...lOlx...dame tired lEsson starting at 12pm..zzz

Accidentally in Love

hAIz why is it u muS ignore me...what have i done?...

maybe ive not really put down all my past...but tats why i dun dare to confess...

but ever since tat day..i keep tinkin about you...i keep tellin myself tats impossible...i just got to know u...

haix i just dun get it why must u ignore me...

it feels terrible...

i will cry no more

its bEen 2months plus..Ever Since tAt dAy...tinKing bAck...iVe Done Some Stupit tHings WhICh Can hUrt any girl bADly...maybe tats scorpio's explosive temper...i BEgaining to believe whats written on the horoscope...

for me...tinking back...sometimes i can treat u very good but once things Got oUt of hand...things can turn real bAd...yar? quIte Dramatic wHen we Quarrel...lOts oF Shouting crYing..puShing...tInk some of my frenz Seen tat...some of the places include Bugis(beside the movie ticket office), Suntec(Fountain of wealth), junction8 & her house

i Really hAve no idea why i rEact to tat way...whom i love so dEeply...

hAix...




sEe what you have done?..maybe its Her Who Wanna break us up...but

because of ur act of dishonesty,

because of what u so called claim,

that u're afraid i'll be upset.

And because of ur KINDNESS,

SEE WHAT U HAVE DONE?

IF ONLY U WERE HONEST FROM THE START,will we end up like that?

IF U WERE TRUTHFUL FROM THE START,

WILL WE?

(I'm tired and i wanna break...)

funfair..

Sianx...tODay late woke up...meeting zhusheng alvin & jackson the usual 4..haha...OMg ShuSheng got gf lIAox!! so fast...omg...

hmm...went there late..nEAr jolYn House there HAha...Sian Raining...bORing!!! tat funfair...thEir sch sooo sMAll..NOt use to it...

hMm..pamela msg me ask me play pool yappx...tot i was bORing there went down there...

tOok Cab..hAha...reach tHEre liaox they cnaot go in!!! haix...coz wearing slippers...

in tHE end i went in myslef...

She was with vincent yappx...hAha i PLAyed with vincent 1st..PRo hE won mE!!! arrrrg! angry!...later played with pamela...yAppx oF course Win her...she seems distructed..dunno why ..

vINcent and me turn! arg promise to win you! ...bOom yESS!! i won! haha...nice final ball..won him by 2 bAlls...;)

arahaha they bluff me the movie starting at 5.30 to rush me to orchard to find they all...after playing finish...i left leaving them behide..yappx.

Arrr angRyy..they actually bluff me...i rush there!...haix nvm...late liaox..do din watch...walk walk i bought a clock lol..tot i was nice...walk walk went eat...then went home...

i couldnt feel a thing now....

haiz

today i meet up with her to pass me the tickets...still the same attitude towards me...hAIz..."nia you ticket" tats all...



i Went to buy Drinks Saw nu er<--no more...call xue li or jaslyn better rite...hMm talk to her for awhile..yappx...Then Went home...on da way saw her

Called her afew times she HEArd but Just dun wan to turn back..bUt Opps She was walking While mSging me.

she laughed...tAlk a while...just a few words tats all...

actually...tot shes not angry...for what i did last time liaox...

should have belieVe in her! stupit.

tOo lAte...

all i can say now is jiA you fOr yoour Concert!!!

arrrr

HAiz..whAt did i Do tHAt mAkes yOU ChANge your Attitue tOWards me...arrgg...

or im i irritiating? just tell me.

Can the heart, that has been thoroughly hurt, still continue to love me?

pls...

hAiz pls...i really dun know what ur doing...Ur tHE one Who gIve me up...it been 2months liaox...u Sldnt HAte tat Devil Who BRoke us lAiox rite? WHy Are yOU Still HAting??!.. I Do, i Really hate her Lots for breaking US up...

but what can i do...Helpless, not given even a SINGLE chance to amend...

bUt Now yOU already HAve the one you love lAIox wat more u Wan ...

HAix...

it hurts...

cry edwin...cry...cry till you die...

Arrrr- unexplainable

Arrr...hAIz theres A unExplainable fEeling inSide me now..i FeEl tErrible. i CAnt be RIght? dun thInk tOo mUch k...

PhoTo Collection Cum oUting

tOday Is mY PhoTo CoLLection day.mEeting uP With jOlyn, xiuzhen & shirley..yAppx

hAha i LAte! suppost to meet up @ 1pm..omg..HAha nvm jolyn also lAte lOlx..

hMm..Went to tAnjong pAjar Eat 1st VEry hungry!!!...haha..ate JApenese food..saba set yUm~

hMm lAter walk there..CollEct my pErsonal Picz..hEez thEy still give a CD got my pic on the cover =) nice!

LAter Went..ORchard Walk walk haha...

Went to CiNe 1st ...haha Went uP lvl 9 take Picz tHE mUSic Rockz tHEre!! haha..abit like club..but the DJ not there sianx..but We toOk MAny PIz tHEre haha...i jUst lOve to tAke picz..& im a gOOd PhotographEr!!..err i tink

me jolyn, xiuzhen & shirley together we Took PArt IN tHE LEVI'S compEtition lOlx...bEst T-shirt design haha...vEry Fun! haha i any how draw lolx...

7pm le..haha the Competition end le...Wrote Down OUr nAmez And tHE pErson tOok oUR picz...lOlx

WeNt to The Art gAllery After TAt..HAha actually We wanted to Buy the Shirt But VEry Ex...Lolx..So Din Buy...oh yAr! Jolyn & shirley Was DRUNK!!!!! haha

we drINk The RED Wine Wahaha...

WeNt to tAka walk walk...

Went hOme After that ~ lolx...

enjoyed myself lotz

2month pass-im not ok...

Stop torturing me

2 months hAs PAss...since we broke...today 11th...again the same number...WTH..are you playing games with me? if so..it really hurts...Realli...pls..stop..i cant take it any longer...Some more today is her exam end DATE same 11!!! WTH!!! arg.... miSS you lOTS!!! but i cant call you...coz im irritating...tats What you and manda SAid..tot i was quite HUrting...but..thAnks...For tElling.. Me..

hAiz...ivE bEen Wondering...why why my lOve fOr you Is Still very strong...itS there a problem With me? ...arg i dunno...they say time will heal all wounds...thEy say i will find a better one...in my sch...BUT I DUN WAN I DUN WAN!!!!!!!!!!!

i only want you...

hAiz...what to do...im helpless...all i can do is to Keep Fighting..keeping myself Bz...




ySt my VEry 1st Argo Skate...Ice, Nic me went tO BUkIt BatOk!! omg tHAts fAr...went 2 he SKate pArk there...

my very 1st tIMe @skate park...no ball dun dAre but later Ok le...i fell mAny times..20plus...it hurts...got Lots Of CuTz all over me...but...think iTs ok...

i Dare not try the TAllest Ramps...no balls...haiz...bUt can larx 1st time NOt bAd...

after tat went 2 eat..Ice Recomm The pRawn mee..hMm i tink moI hse there nicer...

i used to Eat Wit her...then...haiz...miss you lOtz...

it hurts....i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss youi miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss youi miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss youi miss you

BADLY!!!..wo ai ni....sorry

02 11 4ever

I miss you lots...

Did the Gods arrage this?

The day we met: 24 july 2005<-- 2 4+7= 2 11

The day we are one : 2nd 11(november)
The day we broke : 03(march) 11th

The day we met to my brithday 100th day after we met

The day our story ends : 200th day after we met

The day we broke 11 march is thier Term1 Holiday start

The day she start her Exams is on 2nd MAY and ends at 11th MAY omg..tats soo..did you all arrage this..god pls tell me...
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everything is like planned? or am i thinkin too much...maybe so..but..FATE is wat i believe...haiz..but wats the use...your gone...4ever...

IM not ok...its been months..and im like crying every day since you are Gone...
hAIz..really love you lOts...i just cant help myself...why im i still so hurt...

its like we just broke off last week...whats The USe OF CryIN Edwin!!...

haiz i dun like 2 cry..i tried to hold back..just it just got WoRst...

my whole class kNow le..they wan to help me...tHEy wan to Delete HEr pic tOday Omg...Dame u all Dun yOu Ever DELETE or I WILL NVER 4GIVE YOU ALL!!!....maybe they are helping me...

but sorry...all those are part of me...now...sorry...

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Taekundo Training...

lOlx toDay in Class mY FrEn tOT im A jAPenese lolx..wat makes her tink tat wAy?...i Talk ChinEse i Speak English NOt a part a japenese...hMm mAybe i Quiet in class ba..tHen She nVer hEAr me tAlk...

bUtt tAt Was FuNni...

eNd Class LEhx...5pm..lOl i tAke my Time and walk 5.30 tHEn Reach hOme..Zzzz

arg..sian 6.30pm got TaeKundo...(keep on fighting edwin......keep on fighting...)

omG The tRaining iS tOugh..lOlx coZ trAin by nAtional level...He Say uS fOr oUr oWn gOod..lOlx..i nOob lEhx..lUCkly i got mArtial arts bACkground Or else pEngx...

waa..until now my muscle StiLl pAin...

WeNt hOme..hAix dunknow why...tHE FEel...tat fEelin..juSt came..back...why why why!!!

She Dun EvEn cARe A DamE Shit Of yOU Why you Still...hAIx...GUess its my Fualt For lIking some1 sOo DeePly...put in 100%...now...how am i suppose..to Find the Strength carry on...

hAix...until NOw...the FEeling..is AS nEw as b4...thE more i Wanna ...FAce it..Or run Away..it jUst Started Cumin BAck...itS liKe bAll hIttin on the wall...But if i Dun Do Anything...it jUSt Stays there with me 4ever...

what to do...i cried countless tImes...already...rEAlly Regretted i Din tRust hEr lASt time...Even if Shes lied to me...i should trust her of wat she said...



Reality IS CRUEL!!!!



HAix...Really SerioUSly...wat should i do...wat have i learn? to belive in your gf and ignore the truth?...Or to search fOr truth...ARG I DUN KNOW...

hAix...but all i know is I Wan to save the relationship...i know its over buT i Wan to Know Wats tHE best thIng to Do?...To trust HEr And Ignore the truth Or To Find OUt tHE truth knowing she lied to you...ending up saying "WHY DUN YOU TRUST YOUR galfren?!"

ARg i WannA kNOW WHAT should i Do?!...i wanna Change...i wanna know how to handle tHIs kinda PRoblemsz...



pLs guild me....anyone...